Let me go 

It never used to feel like this 

Your hands wrapped around my neck 

I admit, 

I believed you time and time again 

Pictured you in spaces I’ve

never been able to see anyone else in

I can’t believe I really believed you this time

Perhaps it was just my soul yearning? 

With this sickening amount of undefeated hope

I’ve been carrying

For a deep kind of love

A feeling that just does not cease

and can be easily confused

There’s one thing I know for sure

With you,

I’ve grown so distastefully displeased and bored.