Another chapter closed
Without a shadow of a doubt
Here we go-
Again with my head turning round
a few hundred-thousand degrees
My desaturated eyes rolled back
Another step closer to going crazy
The blinding rage blanked me like a shadow,
squeezing my heart and turning my fingers black

My chest pooled up with sorrow.
It laughed at me, provoked me
Mocked the benevolence in my soul
It knew I’ve been screaming
Sick from only being good enough for you
when I had just finally become strong enough to let you go
Although the grasp was tight around my neck
I’ve always been a true force to reckon with

I promise, I didn’t want things to come to this..
But how did you ever think I could ever lose?
To someone so selfish and weak
I’d die before I lose myself to a man who can’t tell the difference
between the normal human, and the sun or the moon..

Copyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez