“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

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  • I think i’m starting to sit with the fact that I may not see better in this worldThings always feel like they’re turning and turning  but I’m just.. Here.

  • You never need to thank me for the things I say or do that are done Not from the bottom of my heart But wholeheartedly Because saying “From the bottom of my heart” is just not enough to describe how much I meant it Completely.

  • It’s only recently that I realized the ones from my past were not love Love wouldn’t have hurt me the way you did.   Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • Funny almostHow you came alongJust to make me a hostWelcoming you with open arms My kindness was too kind You always found me doing the most Because I was so protective of your feelings Always giving you a space to let looseTo scream, to vent, to grieve  I should’ve realized that this was all a ruseNothing between us was moving You…

  • One thing you should know about me..Me, who has self-raisedLegs that have journeyed throughthe toughest terrainin search for peace evermoreArms, that were made to createI have ears that has heard it all beforeand eyes that have wept lakesover the invisible scars on my bodyfrom knives that have namesI have been conditionedby life lessons and the…

  • I’m tired of grieving losses of people who are still alive…

  • If you’re sad, let you be sad.If you’re angry, be angry.And if you feel good,the same applies.Nothing good comes from holding in the pain,just like nothing good comes from not letting yourselfsee the sunshine after the rain… Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • Most of it is fake The bright lights The crowds of people The perfect days And their laughter like Nothing here is ever wrong Like some of those stupid love songs But we just do a good job of hiding Behind clouds of smoke, pills, and beers Covering our faces Working ourselves to sleep Being…

  • ImmobilizingDrifting through timeWill it forever feel like this?This unpredicted nothingnessRepeatedly unwantedI can never seem to stop itMaybe I ruin everything single thing I touchHow is it something so constant?How easy it is to feel like dust?And just like that you brushme away.. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • Keep you at arms length  So that you won’t get too close  Because if not, I just might wrap you in them. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • I’ve foundthat these walls don’t quite compareto what I’ve built within you.I yearn for something steady.A constant rhythmic tune.All I’ve ever wanted was to evolveand grow in spaces I’ve never been,but every step I takereminds me of what’s still missing.What does it mean to have everything,when it all has no deeper meaning.What makes a home,if…

  • There’s a universe in me,have you seen?Sunlight and stardust.Multi-galaxies.Poetry and wanderlust.Stellar energy.From the tips of my fingers,to the bottom of my feet.I could blind the whole worldwith how brightthe constellations are in me. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • I want to feel you  Bit by bit  In all ways, always. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • Short notes and take cares I see you in other faces No one else can compare Periodic thoughts of “What if’s” While I lose myself at night  with letters and a pen. Sometimes I close my eyes and think The universe must have made a terrible mistake  How could two people seem so close And…

  • I spent most of my life doubting everyone I ever metWondering if people would get close just to leave,Betrayal and heartache followed happinessAlways wary of the monsters behind the friendlyfaces reminding me of a time that I was cut so deepA time that I once felt would be the lastI had to realize my worthwhile…