“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

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  • Fall weather commenceautumns unwanted presence,What was once a warm embracenow altered like a cold compressWish it could hold onwhen I say, “not yet”but I wave summer kisses so longthe only warmth here is in my chestThe overcompensating heaterIt’s not the winter I dreadbut the accessory of the unwelcomed,cold-hearted people. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie…

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  • Reaching outHand stretched in dark watersIt’s something I know I should do less ofWhat a perpetual mess, loveKnowing I can’t save everyoneBut still trying to do the most impossible tasksLike some modern day superwomanThough many have gone lost at seaIt takes a real unethical beingTo watch someone struggle like that… I won’t watch you drown.…

  • I shouldn’t have to ask twice Or have to make sure I deserve to know I deserve more I deserve better I hold you to my expectations Because You wanted to be here In my home In my world With your hands around my torso I didn’t go look for you  You found me  So…

  • I thought you were all I had.. But I had me. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • Your laugh was wholesome, But always so short-lived. Although you light up the room. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • At the time I was spiraling  I felt like I needed you more than ever. I wanted you, but I wasn’t ready for you. It was really this desperate need of some stability when the ground began to crack beneath me. Even though I knew this to be true.  You were the only other reason…