“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

“I have survived too much to go quietly.
Let a meteor take me.
Call the thunder for back up.
My death will be grand.
The land will crack,
the sun will eat itself…

-the day I leave.” – Rupi Kuar.

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  • I’m not sure if it was age or just the span of years that made me start to see everything so clearly Maybe it was when being more successful brought out true colorsMaybe it when I noticed my support system insignificantly shrunkor when the bare minimum just wasn’t even being reciprocated You just learn to move on…to keep moving…

  • When I loveI love hard.Harder.Unconditionally,OriginallyDeeplike the oceanYou can explore on the way downbut never really get to the bottom of itAnd is never the sameevery time I let someone take a swimLoveat its greatest formmay be when I look in your eyesBut where, Oh where does your ocean lie? Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie…

  • Love the skin you’re in. Mine is the covering of an artist. Radiant. Layered with cavernous wonders, horror stories, colorful songs. Full of ambition, strength, & devotion. I am an ocean of secrets, nevertheless my image doesn’t make me. Took me a long time to feel this free. Could you love me for me?

  • I blamed my mother.For everything that went wrongin my life since she left.When I failed, I blamed her.When relationships died, I blamed herWhen I was alone or had to put up with the mistakes of other parental figuresBecause mine didn’t try hard enough to fix hers.I knew I needed to take control of my my…

  • Sometimes we don’t pay enough attention to the little things. I don’t know…maybe I’m still grieving.So much time has passed, but maybe not enough for me I get lost in the fade.In the sky seas of yesterday.Stuck in the silhouettes of a daydream.In hours exchange I watch memories take shape Then go away I’ve just been so terribly lateLate to see…

  • She is not to be confused or misled She never cared for perfection Or the value of riches Just meaningful connections Ones that she cannot dismiss The more humbling individuals But those who can’t hide it Because many hardly ever come to you beautiful But thats exactly what she liked in people.

  • Let me go  It never used to feel like this  Your hands wrapped around my neck  I admit,  I believed you time and time again  Pictured you in spaces I’ve never been able to see anyone else in I can’t believe I really believed you this time Perhaps it was just my soul yearning?  With this…

  • Sunflowers follow the sun In darkness my head hangs low I guess that makes me every bit of a sunflower too. I mean my stems are strong, petals stay full, and I grow. With the sun I move.

  • Those invisible promise ringsBroken by a changed cosmic touch I never wanted things to be altered so much It’s all my fault, this detrimental expense  All of this heartache for a should of- could of- would of been I should of known it could be this destructive Plummeting down on my world like a massive meteorite I don’t think you’re…

  • Don’t tell me that you want to give me your heart,To me that’s just way too cruel.I rather feel your love while you’re free and still youBecause I too was once that fool. Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • A kissis not just a kissBut a constant subliminal wishJust another lengthy tripWhile our watches stop workingand the world is standing stillWhat is time to all those longingWhen things for us usually go downhillMy souls been out wanderingThe exhausted independent travelerSuch a long sleepless journeyMon chĂ©ri,I’ve been bettering meBeing freeand constantly- subconsciously searchingFor some peace…

  • Autumn leaves strippedSun’s late summery kissLike clothing slipped from skinSorry, did you say something? Illustration by: Fatima SeeharCopyright 2019 Valerie Sanchez

  • People tend to forget that Alone and Lonely are two different things.Alone means being home by myself drink tea and painting.Alone means I’m laying in Central park looking at the stars at night, wondering how I’m going to take over the worldIt means self-aware retrospection in my living room as I write thisBut most importantly,…

  • Bright lights, busy streets Always out of time  Forever out of reach  Loving here seems almost pointless  Just too many hearts to choose Too much pain to want to have to through  There’s always something somewhere  that someone’s got to prove  Surrounded by pride and fear on every face You always keep the real you…

  • I envy you. Your smile is beautiful by day & even more so by night. Perfect, full of bliss and untouchable only by sight. However I am always full of hate, seen running from my problems & mistakes. And the people who touch me never give but take.. I let them walk all over me.…